I think my life is going like Julie Delphy's from the movie 'Before Sunset'. If I would like to tell moti something (though I won't), it would be something like this ...
It reminded me how genuinely romantic I was,
how I had so much hope in things and...
now it's like...
I don't believe in anything that relates to love,
I don't feel things for people anymore.
In a way...
I put all my romanticism into that one night
and I was never able to feel all this again.
Like...
somehow this night took things away from me and...
I expressed them to you and you took them with you!
It made me feel cold, like if love wasn't for me!
You know what?
Reality and love are almost contradictory for me.
But what does it mean the right woman? The love of your life?
The concept is absurd,
the idea that we can only be complete with another person is...EVIL!
Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to get you, or anything.
I mean, all I need is a settled woman!
There's been so much water under the bridge, it's...
it's not even about you anymore, it's about that time, that moment in time,
that is forever gone, I don't know!
Here is the link to this part .. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jxtiRjNc1o
