I'm back to my college , so i think i should change my blog tittle from 'office whites' to 'college heat'.

Well the last summer was the best i ever had , couldn't just help myself getting out of that place. Still feeling sad a bit. Trying to cheer up by imagining what lies ahead once in my life . Meet families and old friends. Yet the feeling of losing somegood pals still dominates. Can't hold myself everytime i remember all friends that i left behind in Holland and Wageningen in particular, especially those who has very little probability of meeting again due to different country origin *sigh*

Seems like my heard has divided into three pieces in which two of them are broken now (one in holland, one in some other place). Hopefully the remaining one third will strong enough to help me recover soon and complete my graduation and then advance further in my life.

Missing you all already, each and everyone of you

*yes you, its u who i miss the most, now dont ask me who i mean*


this above text has been inspired from another blog by a friend who is also in the same condition as mines , and you know me , m a lazybone to write such good things , but honestly these things are also going on with me ..reallly really true.