Friday, August 26, 2005

Whats on ur list ?

Every time i sit back to analyse what i have done , what need to be done and what else is there to follow , well the only conclusion of this great and heavy thinking process is 'a good 2/3 hour' immediate sleep.

Many things are right now on my mind which are really important to me as they gonna affect my future and when i start to organise myself so that i don't miss out anythig , i end up messing the present life. All my life(whatever i can remember), its been like "You have to sacrifice your today to get a better tomorrow and when that tomorrow comes you think again to sacrifice that day for something bigger or more pleasent".

Where i'm today , is the result of me surrendering some momentarily earthly pleasings(well they seemed like , i'm cutting off one of my arms , at that moment). And today when i look forward , it seems like life saying to you , " Kiddo , Let the game begin ...its just the first orientation stage" and now i'm scared of what lies ahead.
Well the To-Do list is growing by the day ,or should i say growing by the hour and look at me i dont wanna do any of those things , something more pleasent is on my mind , the thing taking up my night schedules [:P] andthe complexities in there are more comples than reading and understanding my posts !

So where are you people , is your life also in deep waters , or is it only me over-reacting and acting like a weak chuchu. If u think , i'm just talking stupid , please do tell whats on ur list , what's the biggest problem you are facing right now ...cuase i kinda feeling good to know that i'm not alone ..in facing problems. (i'm human , feels good to be known that i'm not AloNe). I need a re-birth with a bit simpler life.

...well watever going on in life ,i think the attitude to follow righto is

" ...... BRING IT ON"
(thats kinda my MOTO for life)

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