Whats on ur list ?

Every time i sit back to analyse what i have done , what need to be done and what else is there to follow , well the only conclusion of this great and heavy thinking process is 'a good 2/3 hour' immediate sleep.

Many things are right now on my mind which are really important to me as they gonna affect my future and when i start to organise myself so that i don't miss out anythig , i end up messing the present life. All my life(whatever i can remember), its been like "You have to sacrifice your today to get a better tomorrow and when that tomorrow comes you think again to sacrifice that day for something bigger or more pleasent".

Where i'm today , is the result of me surrendering some momentarily earthly pleasings(well they seemed like , i'm cutting off one of my arms , at that moment). And today when i look forward , it seems like life saying to you , " Kiddo , Let the game begin ...its just the first orientation stage" and now i'm scared of what lies ahead.
Well the To-Do list is growing by the day ,or should i say growing by the hour and look at me i dont wanna do any of those things , something more pleasent is on my mind , the thing taking up my night schedules [:P] andthe complexities in there are more comples than reading and understanding my posts !

So where are you people , is your life also in deep waters , or is it only me over-reacting and acting like a weak chuchu. If u think , i'm just talking stupid , please do tell whats on ur list , what's the biggest problem you are facing right now ...cuase i kinda feeling good to know that i'm not alone ..in facing problems. (i'm human , feels good to be known that i'm not AloNe). I need a re-birth with a bit simpler life.

...well watever going on in life ,i think the attitude to follow righto is

" ...... BRING IT ON"
(thats kinda my MOTO for life)

Restart

..Time to wind up with my past , and start of a new semeseter,year and future. Writting from my department , well the new computers have been issued , and the comps are simply great , never expected IIT to give students that good comps with CD/DVD writer on each computer , isnt that great (as per our institutes previous 'facilities') . Have to strat thinking about what m gonna do , about my final year projects , GRE, CAT, Job ehhhhhh , that much burden on these small shoulder :P

And some people are just enjoying their holidays still , hmm now m jealous , wish i could also have travelled to such nice places.

Well starting from yesterday , i just deleted all my music collection , which was refined through long 3 years of my college life and believe me it was very good collection of around 20 GB of mp3s . Thinking of doing some minor changes also to my system ...and here comes one more long list of shopping . he hee ...Thinking of shopping , now i really need one shopping assistant (specially , as i need to buy specs), and you know what the best shopping assistant i ever had , is now holidaying and more-ever this assistant cant help me any more (..and i'm sad again).

I'm back to my college , so i think i should change my blog tittle from 'office whites' to 'college heat'.

Well the last summer was the best i ever had , couldn't just help myself getting out of that place. Still feeling sad a bit. Trying to cheer up by imagining what lies ahead once in my life . Meet families and old friends. Yet the feeling of losing somegood pals still dominates. Can't hold myself everytime i remember all friends that i left behind in Holland and Wageningen in particular, especially those who has very little probability of meeting again due to different country origin *sigh*

Seems like my heard has divided into three pieces in which two of them are broken now (one in holland, one in some other place). Hopefully the remaining one third will strong enough to help me recover soon and complete my graduation and then advance further in my life.

Missing you all already, each and everyone of you

*yes you, its u who i miss the most, now dont ask me who i mean*


this above text has been inspired from another blog by a friend who is also in the same condition as mines , and you know me , m a lazybone to write such good things , but honestly these things are also going on with me ..reallly really true.

TV tunnning ...

(earlier post)


You know what , maine kabhi ghar mein to Sony/Star vagerah par *Soaps* nahi dekhe ....shayad eekkkta kapoor ki badua ka asar hai ki mein yaha (Holland) mein baith ke aaram se der raat tak Sony Asia ke saare soaps dekhta hoon.

One time my guide came home to pick me up and while waiting he just saw ne serial along with me and he was jus having a gr8 time watching that exxageration of camera effects (zommin in/out,rotating,showing from diff angles with loud sounds ) and everytime it appeared(which was quite often) he used to give me a look and seemed like saying "Is this what you people watch and spend ur lifetime with in India?" I was like diverting his attention by asking something or other whenever the usual suspense filled dramatic scene was about to come

........Well now , i realize how much of fun i have missed in all these years by not watching these soaps which are really without any fragrance !One instance of ultimate fun :

Serial:Kkusum
Characters:Kkusum n her aayi(mummy)

mummy: Tujhe nahi pata tere jaane ke baad vishwas ki kitni buri kalat hui , usne kya nahi kiya tujhe dhoondhne ke liye -vo bahut roya

break here --koi mujhe batayega , how is 'bahut rona and kya nahi kiya tujhe dhundhne ke liye related
'So now i can well fit into the lunch hour discussions with indian housewives be it --
* Kkusum,Naam gum jaayega,Ye meri life hai,Kehta hai dil mein kaal raat kya hua , kisne kisse kya kaha ..
*Aaloo.pyaaz ka kya rate chal raha hai .
*Aaj raat ko dinner mein kya banana hai,kiss dish mein kitna paani,kitna namak

So , if you people are bored next time , watch a soap on ne damn channel , but watch it with your friends .....u'll will just burst your stomach laughing .....

posted by pingu at 4:09 AM

...thats another of that personality test results , ya m not in a mood to work now , just taking a break for these crap !

You're energetic, althletic, and totally hyperactive.
You love playing sports and being in the middle of all of the action.
You're independent, corageous, and brave. Unafraid to do things your way.
Mars can be reckless, quick tempered, and a little too spontaneous.
So think before you act - and resist your natural urges to dominate others.



God , save me from tomorrow , lots of work to do , so less time and moreover i dont wanna leave this place now , eeekkksss .......

what to do , what to leave , when to do ....MAYDAY MAYDAY !